Tell Me Who the Real Criminals Are
/By Cathy Kean
Close your eyes. Go back to the worst pain you have ever known. A broken bone. A car wreck. Surgery. Childbirth without relief. Stay there for fifteen seconds.
Feel the desperation. The begging. The need for it to stop.
Now imagine never leaving that place. You feel that pain every second. Every day. No break. Not in sleep. Not ever.
That is my life. Millions of us live here.
There is something that helps. Prescription opioids do not erase my pain, but they turn down the volume enough for me to be able to shower. To work. To keep my home. To hug my grand child without screaming inside.
Then they took them away. They said it was for my own good.
Before my chronic pain worsened after the release of the CDC opioid guideline, I worked as a real estate agent and special education advocate.
Now I cannot walk. I have lost my job. My home of 32 years is in foreclosure. Friends stopped calling. I need help to use the bathroom. My independence is a corpse they are still kicking.
And the final cruelty? The people who did this lied to you.
CATHY KEAN
The Lies Behind the ‘Opioid Crisis’
You have been told prescription opioids are killing America. In 2021, the CDC reported a 1,040% increase in overdose deaths involving synthetic opioids from 2013 to 2019. They said those deaths were largely caused by illicitly manufactured fentanyl.
Here is what they didn’t tell you in that report: For many years, CDC misclassified most of those overdoses as prescription opioid deaths, and those deaths were used to help justify the agency’s 2016 opioid guideline, which led to wholesale restrictions on opioid prescribing.
Not until 2018 was the error quietly acknowledged by four CDC researchers. And that tens of thousands of illicit fentanyl deaths were misclassified for years as prescription opioid deaths.
The error was so serious that in 2016 alone, over 15,000 deaths caused by illicit fentanyl were mistakenly attributed to prescription opioids. Millions of Americans were misled by these and other errors that inflated the overdose numbers.
The White House told you prescription painkillers were the enemy. The media screamed it. Meanwhile, the real causes – illicit fentanyl, heroin and methadone – were hidden inside the CDC's overdose numbers.
The Death Toll They Won't Count
Because of the CDC guideline, thousands of chronic pain patients killed themselves.
Not because they wanted to die, but because they could no longer get the prescription opioids that made life bearable. The pain became more than they could endure. And suicide offered a way out.
Others died slowly. From heart failure. Stroke. Organ collapse. The brutal physics of untreated pain grinding a body into dust.
No one in power keeps track of those deaths or says a word about them. No government agency. No major news outlet. No one with a microphone stands up and says, "We made a mistake. We are killing innocent people."
Instead, they push Suboxone and “alternative treatments.” For money. Not thy fellow man.
We have lost our First Amendment rights in the doctor's office. If you speak up about your pain, you are labeled a drug seeker and abandoned as a patient. I would rather die at home than face contempt again in the ER.
What I Want You to Do
Now imagine those 15 seconds of the worst pain you’ve ever felt. Really do them. Feel that pain.
Could you live like that? For one week? One year?
I am not asking for your pity. I am demanding your understanding. Your voice. Your outrage.
We are not criminals. We are not drug seekers. We are not addicts. We are not statistics on a CDC spreadsheet.
We are mothers and fathers. Veterans who served you. Construction workers who built your cities. Nurses who held your hand. Grandparents who babysat your children.
And we are dying. Some by suicide. And some by the slow, grinding destruction of our lives and bodies.
So here is what I need from you:
Do not look away. Say our names. Help us get our lives back.
Because if you could spend fifteen seconds in my body — really spent them — you would not need to be asked twice. You would be screaming with us.
Cathy Kean lives in California. She is a grandmother of 9 and mother of 4. Cathy lives with intractable pain from a botched surgery, along with fibromyalgia, arachnoiditis, stiff person syndrome, lupus, Parkinson's disease and insomnia.
Cathy is the creator and administrator of the Facebook pages Chronic Illness Awareness and Advocacy Coalition and Pain is Pain. She writes to give a voice to the millions of chronic pain patients who have been silenced, stigmatized, and left to suffer—and to ensure her grandchildren never have to ask why Grandma couldn't be there.
